finally brought CD bear bear home.
smells just like my baby boy.
i'll hug it sooo tight to sleep each night.
but each morning, it will be on the floor.
bed is too small for me and teddy CD. ):
xinyu loves teddy CD too.
peekarchoo and teddy are BFFs noww.
HAHA. so cuteee.

baby is like a vat of honey.
surprising me with love messages now and then.
i wont be surprise if people label me as crazy.
cause i've been smiling to myself on the streets.
indeed i am. crazily in love with him.

C went with me to grandma's birthday lunch.
he keeps saying that he's underdressed.
but trust me, he isnt at all. ever so dashing. (:
we were walking back to the carpark hand in hand
when daddy's car drove past.
for that instance, my heart skipped a beat.
i panicked. and my thoughts were all over.
daddy and mummy hasnt seen me holding hands
with anyone before. or behaving intimately.
that was the first.
but when i saw daddy smiled through the window,
i knew C has passed my daddy's stage. (:

i sat beside baby and watched him sleep on sunday.
he looks so peaceful.
then for who-knows-what reason i started tearing.
sundays are crying days. ):
i miss him.


/C junior's playhouse.